Feelings, oh boy feelings.

Alright! So! Prise is fully paid for, done and done, however her status has not changed to "shipped" just yet. I'm ok, just breathe. Maybe I should check it again? Nope, still the same. Drat.

Anyway, recently I have been feeling better, a lot better. I'm still working at a couple of things, and a few of them are short term, and some long term. When will I be completely happy? Not sure as of yet, but I hope it's sooner rather than later. Things that have helped turn my mood around; music, friends(including doll community), hiking, writing, being on my own (though at times painful), anime & cosplay vidoes (yes), and...

I really do feel more like myself. I'm still getting used to it because I haven't had my hair like this in a while (3 years). I also still have to work on it. Hopefully the end result will be close to platinum blonde, so I can get it to a really light baby pink.

I also did finish up a big commission that was so relieving to complete.




Tonight I'm going to watch my aunt perform some music, and this weekend I will be going to the Catskills with the family to celebrate the end of the Summer, technically. Horseback riding and hiking, yes please! Then next week I start classes again. I hope to get most dolls done before school gets too hectic. I also really want to learn how to space out my time correctly.

Yesterday I went on another hike, and this time it really kicked my ass. A lot of up hill, and I wasn't prepared. Haha. I really want to keep doing things like that though. The urge to get better, to be stronger is really building. So no matter how crappy I feel going up those hills, and how much I want to die and never walk up another hill again, when I'm sitting at home thinking back to what I did, I just want to do more. My friend and I are planning to head to a harder trail as soon as we can.