Oh just one more thing before...

I go to bed, or play sims, which ever..I finished paying off my layaway for my Little Fee Ante elf Momochuu~! Yaaaay!

Ok, maybe bed. The excitement quickly made me tired.

Oh wait....FFXIV COMES OUT TOMORROW! WooOoAH! No new video card? Can't play it on my computer? NooooOOOAAhooo!

It's all down hilly willy from here.

Just be prepared, this is a long story about nothing important. Rather, it's an incoherent rant about insanity over cuteness.

So this past Saturday I mentioned I went to a doll meet in NYC. I got to meet many YoSD sized dollies. Did I expect that I would start to want one so badly? No, not at all. I wasn't ever into anything smaller than a MSD, well, until Pukipukis came along. Even then, however, I wasn't too gung-ho about them. I don't know what it was! Something just sparked. So I was seeking a Volks YoSD, just for fun, and was kind of not feeling too many of them. Then, I was like "Duh! Megan, Fairyland. Duh." I sped over to the site to only again remember that Denverdoll.com is a supplier (layaway!). Oh boy. Yeah, I just was eying YoSD sized dolls with not much motive or story in mind. That changed when I was looking at a LF Piki. All of a sudden it hit me...TARU TARU! I was overtaken by the idea, and almost struck with diabetes! The idea was just so sugary-cute to me. My mind is pretty set on an Elf Ante, because gosh they are soooo cute! I was so inspired I even made a mock-up. She will be cosplaying as a mage you better believe it!! There's a lot of will power being used up trying not to place an order. What to name her though?

P.S. Today I finished paying the pre-order for FFXIV Collectors Edition! \( ^ O ^ )/

Frustration.

Looks like I won't be going camping, even though I really want to. I have decided it'd be best to stay home and make sure my dogs are taken care of. My parents are having a party here at home so the dogs will be ignored. My dog Jack has a pain somewhere that's making him whine and I don't know what wrong with him. I would feel extremely anxious the entire time I was out camping. I hate not being able to decide things and I get very upset and frustrated. However, I have finally come to a conclusion and feel much better.
I'll just hide away in my safe haven I call my room, with my best buds (dogs) and celebrate Independence Day. Haha. I'll be sure to light the giant sparklers I bought (and perhaps some bottle rockets...muwaha), take pictures, and take full advantage of Netflix. Oh, by the way, I didn't get to take pictures at the beach (forgot camera), but I did have fun. :)

There is another plus to staying home, I get to continue faceup commissions! (^_^).

Another random fact, FFXIV release dates are up!! Going to buy, going to buy!! I can't wait. One last thing, I'm understanding Japanese a whole lot more. Double excited.

Triple excited because look at this! It has to be Bikou! Or maybe someone new? I don't know I just love him/her!

Griffons Never Die

I took a nap at 7pm so that I would not be tired for the beta times tonight. I played for almost all of the 4 hours. I really got into it and started to like what I was experiencing (even though it was an alpha testing). I really can't wait for the game to come out!! My friends and I will probably play way too much. I should hop on my FFXI account just to feel nostalgic. Ah, I love you Square Enix.

My alpha test character.

FFXIV beta selected and didn't even get to play.

I was happy to be able to do a faceup on a Volks Genji. Volks' molds are very smooth and rounded so it makes for very smooth paint strokes. It makes the whole process less stressful. I would recommend practicing on a Souldoll or Doll of Dream. Now they are difficult to work with, it's like a runner wearing weights on their ankles. Haha, moving on....

Genesblues' Volks Genji

In other news, I was selected to test FFXIV beta before it was available to the whole world. Exciting right! Oh you know I was. Well, looks like I wasn't so lucky to be one of the people experiencing the "black screen of death" after trying to run the file that OPENS THE DOWNLOAD! Yes I am not having trouble with the game, BECAUSE I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN THAT FAR! The exe file that you download to open and it download the game (I do not know why they do this) won't even open properly. No one can figure it out and the testing time has come on gone. Hopefully I can get something by the next testing time on Saturday. Rant over.